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this sunday has been filled with zzzs. my bio group was supposed to meet today, what the f happened to them !? oh well. apparently i'm the leader in this unorganized careless group of 4, so i'd take the responsibility soon..just not yet.

on saturday morning, MORNING, before I did anything that day, my dad came over to chitchat. I haven't seen him since, a month ago? Just with me only of course since no one else was awake. He didn't want to go inside my house, so we took a walk to the park across. we talked. no, that's not the right word. we engaged in deep conversation. It was heartbreaking because he poured his thoughts out about everything. especially family. it dug deep. Thank god the bitter coldness was prevalent in the atmosphere. If the weather hadn't been that way, I don't think I could have held in a breakdown. thank you god, for that coldness that allowed me to have an excuse to say why I was shaking.