may sunday

Wow. I haven't noticed it, but it hit me when the FOURTH person told me that I was too hard on myself. And when he did, I was like, wait a second, I heard this before. Damn, I really am hard on myself. And the people who tell me this are some of the smartest people I know. I realized that compared to other people's lives (ahem you know who you are <3), my life is "not as tangled" as theirs. I guess I should be happy, because the only thing stressing me out is school. And school is a damn bitch ! I wish I were smart, fuck. I need discipline. Oh, there I go again, I should stop being "too hard on myself."

WHAT AM I DOING ON HERE, I should be writing my essay.