collaboration

I like how in school, there's some people I have never talked to before, and now it's like we're all helping eachother out to get through school. LIKE, we all have a common motivation and hatred of school and shit. pretty cool , just saying
Junior year is seriously killing me forreals though.

and I can't get over the fact that I'm such a quitter T_T It's like, I'm living for nothing now. Except my parent's satisfaction? Like that's all I have going for me? school? seriously? I need something else in my life and it's like I've quitted everything that I had. like oh I had so much potential here and there. but nope not anymore. I'm just christine pham/cpham/big c/lil c/cphizzle. seriously that's it !? I'm such a normal, boring person. I hate that! I need a passion. yeah yeah most of you friends would say, what !? you already have one. NOOOOOOOO MAAAAAAN, I'm a quitter.

I can't wait for christmas, my favorite holiday! Halloween and xmas used to be tied as my favorite holidays, but I'm pretty sure christmas wins this time around. I wanna play with a oija board before October ends. tradition >:D that reminds me, everyone has been asking me about Paranormal Activity. stfu and just watch it yourselves okay ? okay (=